I do know doing the hobbies I used to love would really help me and distract me from my issue, but it's all tied in together. I can't allow myself to make coordinates when I am over 140 lb, and I can't focus on doing crafts like I want to. I'm not sure what is going to finally spark me to get out of this cycle.
Luckily a couple months ago I was under 140 so I made a few outfits (I'd been under 140 lb for a couple weeks until the 4th where I had a really bad day, I just didn't have any time to make outfits lately T__T). These outfits show my current taste really well I think, and I feel like they are actually put together nicely!
Outfit 1
Top: Forever21
Dress: Thrift
Stockings: Leg avenue
Shoes: ASOS
Stockings: Leg avenue
Shoes: ASOS
Outfit 2
Cardigan: Old Navy (thrift)
Top: Banana Republic (thrift)
Skirt: Ebay
Shoes: Mootsie Tootsies
Top: Banana Republic (thrift)
Skirt: Ebay
Shoes: Mootsie Tootsies
Outfit 3
Cardigan: Target
Slip: Victoria's Secret (thrift)
Tights: Forever21
Shoes: Steve Madden
Cardigan: Target
Slip: Victoria's Secret (thrift)
Tights: Forever21
Shoes: Steve Madden
Yeah, I really hope I can get back on track and make some more outfits like these asap. I have tons of great clothing pieces I've thrifted! And some new wigs to use. Well I hoped you liked seeing these outfits anyway!